By nature, I tend to compile a long checklist of things to do in a day – which usually means, I overestimate how much I can do, so there’s usually more than half the tasks finished when I end the day. It always never feels like I finish because most of the tasks on this checklist usually would take me at most two or so days.
Tomorrow, the first of November, will be the start of a slightly more hectic time of the year. I will do NaNoWriMo and promise myself that this year, this year, I will hit my word count and complete the draft within the month, averaging at least 2000 words a day for the draft. At the same time, I will need to hit at least 500 words, or at most 1000 for a novella I plan to publish soon, called the Lazy Man’s Trap – though I think the title suits a non-fiction book than a fiction novella. To keep track of writing, I’m posting the chapters of my NaNoWriMo draft here when I complete each chapter.
But of all the months of this year, November is usually the busiest. Two drafts, plenty of research for both projects, a trip to the beach. I need to bake a large cake, too, because this month marks both my dad and brother’s birthday – and I’m in charge of the cake. Not complaining because it’s fun to bake, but that might be one whole day off of writing because most of the day is spent researching how to make it better than my last cake besides the baking part, and I’m an amateur at making the frosting.
I count another day off because I may or may not be going to an auto show with my brother. My brother loves cars, is a mechanic, and lives his life on them. That depends on whether our dad agrees to drive us over because neither of us got our driving licenses yet, so it’s a possibility, not set in stone.
OH, YES, BLOGGING. I’ve passed most of the year with just ten posts here.
I’ve been lazy I’m anxiety-prone, so it’s always hard to show myself to the world, even to just be open. And lazy because I tend to write long posts.
So to try to get back to the reason why I created this blog, I will add something new to it: journalling. It’ll be numbered like the above, and it’ll be stuff about my daily life, how I’m doing with writing, and – while I plan it to be weekly, I think I’ll have it pop up as random. I’m a random person, so maybe random. This was random, too, because I just realized that in the history of my blog, I’ve not written a single personal post except in the About page.
All in all, I made up my mind that my priority this month will be to take it easy on work so I don’t fry my brain. If there’s anything I’ve noticed that I’m prone to this year, it’s an increase in headaches, that I burn myself out to the point that I need a break for longer than a week and then it’s hard to get myself back into writing, and that I am becoming increasingly absent-minded that I forget what I was writing an hour ago.